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[pavedwithhate]

i live in an apartment now.

basically all i do is work, and sit in here with my room mates.
i do love my room mates,
but

i hate sleeping by myself, but
i cant sleep with others unless i like the person.

i cant bring myself to like anyone anymore,

i cant find anyone like me.

i wish peter wasnt such a cock face.
i was actually happy

Comments

[eat_your_heart]

Well all I can say is that it is best to NOT think about the past too much. I have thought about it too much at times and I tell you from experience it doesn't do anything except make you bitter. It's best to use the past as practice for the future and lessons learned. I don't blame you for not having feelings for any guys around here...I mean THIS IS MIDLAND, MI...and don't let that get you down too much :) You're reaching the age where we ALL go through this kind of reality check...you're not longer a child or a teenager and you're becoming an adult...being an adult has it's points but for the most part I want to be a kid again. Don't feel alone because you aren't. Also...you should call that guy back...and give him a chance...he COULD turn out to be really cool. He could turn out to be a total bore but you won't know if you don't talk to him...and this basic advice is TRUE! Also...I don't know what is w/Peter...I don't know if Peter knows what is w/Peter either. It's best to just let that go if all it continues to do is hurt you...

[eat_your_heart]

Thank you :)

[fuckbot]

heeeee's a liiiiaaar

[unlearn]

randi
we should go out sometime, somewhere that we can just sit back and talk. i haven't done that in some time and i think you'd be a fresh girl to hang out with. where abouts did you get your apt?

[pavedwithhate]

my apartment is in midland,
unfortunitly.

feel free to stop by or somthing though