I finally got approved for my carecredit card...which is the card that is going to pay for my breast implants. which is officially going to happen early this coming January!!! I am fucking freaking out over how fucking excited I am about this ( Read more... )

when he sends me random text messages out of the blue
it makes me thankful that i am free from him

he seriously makes me want to THROW UP.

so I am pretty sure one of my very bestfriends is set on the idea that we have grown apart. I just want to let them know that I don't see it. Bestfriends are people that are ALWAYS there for them. and if you think back hard, or even to a couple weeks ago..we are usually always there for eachother....you always have a place to sleep if you are to ( Read more... )

I am going out of my mind. I feel so out of controlll!!! I just need school to start so I have something in my life that I feel I actually have a say in. I just sit at home every fucking day and watch E and STYLE and munch on 100 calorie packs. WHICH ARENT ANY GOOD FOR YOU IF YOU HAVE LIKE FUCKING 10 OF THEM. thats a 1000 calories ( Read more... )

goal for tomorrow...

..be stronger than today

blahhhh. i am erasing many people out of my life right now. i am just dropping them.

out with the old. in with the new.

I WANNA BE DIFFERENT. i'm a grown up now, it's time to move on.

I AINT PETER PAN.

i'm seeing sex and the city tonight with mi madre. WOO!
I LOVE MY MOMMMM ZO MUCH. SHES ZO FUN.

*Friday should always just consist of best friends, going out to dinner, renting movies, stealing ice cream, and playing dress up.
*So tomorrow morning I have my interview at Coldstones which is going to be so very nerve racking! Hopefully it goes well. =]... Marlon is on his way over! we are going to have a sleepover <3 cuddle time !! wee ( Read more... )

today was the perfect day spent with the most perfect people. I LOVE lauren frankie britt and devyn...i just feel so loved.. blahhhhh!! SUMMMMMERS HERE!

so finally here is my completed outline of my LIFE ( Read more... )