bled.
ate insane amounts of almond chocolate.
utilized a skateboard for transit.
checked out two items from the library.
got new shoes and tights.
failed at the crossword puzzle.
made almond milk.
watched cathing out.
cheered myself on towards self-reliance.
mm bolillos.

i am real sick and real needy and i'm reading one of bell hook's books about love...what a recipe for an emo disaster attack! all day i have been thinking about relationships and how i've internalized so much sexism and how i can't relate to the book because i act how the man is supposed to act or something (i need to work on that). and as always, ( Read more... )

the desert was windy and cold and quiet and beautiful. it'd been a while since i felt my heart and lungs so thoroughly chilled through in a positive way ( Read more... )

my dad always wants me to open a vegan bakery with him or do a cook book of vegan baked goods with high quality pictures or go to culinary school or whatever. i do love food, but sheez it just seems like a collosal waste of money and time when i just want to live in a world with fires and no ovens and um not really any sugar or flour around...the ( Read more... )

one side of my face is HUGE. the other is completely normal. it is freakish to say the least. i rented movies that i don't even really want to watch. i'm trying not to take vicodin anymore, but it is kinda throbbing. this is much more painful than my last surgery, no doubt. thank goodness it only needs to happen once.

tomorrow: get wisdom teeth pulled. milkshake at orean health express. long drive up the five while i'm all drugged up, mom and sis in tow. books on tape. drinking everything through a straw. lots of people driving me to their houses to watch movies since my parents don't have a tv and stuff and bringing me cheesecake (blended of course)? please?

2000: went vegan, got into anarchopunk and anarcho-communism, started homeschooling, went to my sister's in new york, went to ireland and spain, thought voting was good, thought voting was evil, saw dystopia a bunch but didn't like them until years later, came out to my family as "bisexual" (haha ( Read more... )

i just quit my job after three days. fuck that.

i got a small taste of northern california last night and it was so rich and delicious. i feel like i've been starving here. no one knows how to communicate. few people leaves messages. lots of things that i feel are "understood" among my friends and acquaintances in the bay has to be explained in great detail and then a number of perplexed ( Read more... )

i got a job. fuck. orientation tomorrow. *stabs self*