sometimes i think i waste my life away in asian markets.

i told so-and-so not to move to long beach. i don't want any oakland reminders right now ( Read more... )

health food store
-application
-almond butter
-soap

coffee shop
-application
-iced americano with soymilk

thrift store
-bedding
-lamp
-etc.

bike shop
-patch kit
-old tubes for projects

make soup
get paper for luminarios
spray paint stencils on luminarios
clean bathroom
get cell phone charger
look up cool drinks
go shopping for ingredients for said drinks.

i have the craziest ups and downs. i felt so blah all week (about everything!!!) and then i made a decision and got pumped! the show tonight was really a party...well both. it was so much fun-so many people from all over which usually just overwhelms me but tonight it was perfect. it was a wonderful way to say goodbye to the bay ( Read more... )

Leo Astrology ( Read more... )

yesterday was drinking too much coffee because i was bored, walking on streets in my neighborhood i'd never been on, smiling at strangers, getting huge sheets of plastic to cut up, driving to the lake just to listen to the radio. yikes what am i doing with my life?

shit has changed a little bit. i'm fine. i don't really want to talk about it ( Read more... )

ok
tomorrow

clean room.
return books to library.
go to rei
get
-backpack cover
-soap
-sunscreen
-headlamp
help r move computer.
get food and water for three days.
pick up and cash check.

i don't think i've ever returned from santa cruz uninspired.

i'm tired of being grumpy. that doesn't mean i have to ignore reality; it just means if i'm going to create the things i want to, i think they must come with a positive and engaging attitude rather than a defeated, hopeless one. makes sense, yeah?