do you know what its like to be plagued with a crippling disease? no, none of you would, luckily im the only one out of everyone of you infected with ugliness. Do you know what it's like to look in the mirror and realize you can never change your reflection drastically enough to at least be accepted as "attractive"? Of course my friends will tell ( Read more... )

this is so NOT me!! now eb i can understand, but me? no way!

i am an indie snob!


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im so sick of hearing about passions of christ and how stupid fucking ignorant people like MA have to sit there and preach to me about how horrible "my people" are and stupid fucking bullshit like that. why aren't people open minded anymore? i mean what the fuck happened to thinking for yourself? seriously! everything she fucking knows she learned ( Read more... )

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seizuredsurreal [11:09 PM]: what are you up to so late at nite?
seizuredsurreal [11:10 PM]: you're burying people. i know it.
Kittka5079 [11:10 PM]: hahaha
Kittka5079 [11:10 PM]: yeah im such a metalhead
Kittka5079 [11:11 PM]: but yeah how did you know?
seizuredsurreal [11:11 PM]: i knew it. because that's just what metal heads do

so on friday i got super sick (i REALLY am not normal.) and had to be taken out of school in a wheelchair. i was in a ball crying in my 6th hour and everyone was so engulfed in their projects that no one noticed me until i practically collapsed from pain when i finally got the strength to get up and ask my teacher to go to the nurse. i couldn't ( Read more... )

bam! pregnant! i miss that. can you believe the torture of the projects is over????? and i survived? its a miracle! i like reading all my friends' livejournals...they make me smile. aww ( Read more... )

i love it when my friends stop talking to me cuz of their boyfriends. i miss how they used to think for themselves but its not my life and you know i guess i wasnt good enough to be her friend for more than a few months. but shes happy-without me, mind you-and thats all that counts. its not my life; its hers and im staying out of it but my fucking ( Read more... )

"if we made a bandage large enough it might conceal the pain ( Read more... )

im updating....happy now ( Read more... )