Hmm... Dun be like that wor... Sometimes environment changes everything ard us and even us. But I know that just stay with a pure heart. Pure evil can be pure angel u know... Hehe.. Hope U know what I am saying to u... Seriously I am going thru of what u are going thru also. So I can understand the fear and the anger in it. i.e. trying get close with pple...
but the thing is the realisation of the truth of the matter made me feeling very cold. i no longer trust anyone even myself i no longer trust. i dun doubt as well i just live day by day. it is more of a jaded feeling i'm getting. i dun think i'm in depression mode its more of a denial mode trying to run away as far as possible from my weak mortal shell.
but one thing for sure i know i no longer have any dreams, hopes or goal except for the target to go bangkok to be with my boy.
Hmmm... As long as you are happy I guess thats the most impt thing for u now ba. We might have different views on the exposure of the event that your having in BKK but no worries, the main decision is still yours wor. We will all wan you to be happy also.
We as friends there might be a little limit of what we can say and console. Maybe the rest its still up to individual le. But well, I feel that your doing fine. Maybe its just a dream. It go away soon. Bu Yao Hai Pa.. You Wo Men Zai Ni De Sheng Bian... Haha... :)
Why keep the motor going? Unless you are willing to die completely as you are, there can be no possibility of rebirth. You want to be reborn? I can be your midwive, and show you my timeless ecstasy.
"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."
Saw this the other day, maybe useful to you. Changing is not a bad thing, but should watch out to make sure you're still in the right way. And what's right or wrong is up to your own.
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but one thing for sure i know i no longer have any dreams, hopes or goal except for the target to go bangkok to be with my boy.
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We as friends there might be a little limit of what we can say and console. Maybe the rest its still up to individual le. But well, I feel that your doing fine. Maybe its just a dream. It go away soon. Bu Yao Hai Pa.. You Wo Men Zai Ni De Sheng Bian... Haha... :)
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You want to be reborn? I can be your midwive, and show you my timeless ecstasy.
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Saw this the other day, maybe useful to you. Changing is not a bad thing, but should watch out to make sure you're still in the right way. And what's right or wrong is up to your own.
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