I have begun to wonder,
Can you see it in my eyes?
Can you see the scars that go deep down
From all the years of lies?

And when you look at only me
Is it possible to know
That every scripted blink is
just my well-rehearsed show?

Or do you look straight past
and just believe that I'm the same
As the ones who's hearts are still intacted
the ones without the ( Read more... )

So.

I started reading old journal entries again.

Which is always a mistake.

there's so many happy ones.

Before anything had happened.

They were all happy and fun and about good times I had.

Please don't make me ever go to school again.

Sorry.

I love Christmas so much.
I'm pretty sure when I have kids I'm gonna make it absolutely amazing for them just cause I love decorating for it and the weather being cold and I dunno I'll buy them matching Christmas sweaters or something before they realize that one day they'll hate me for buying them matching Christmas sweaters.

Oh. and a toy train to ( Read more... )

What if I bleed
What if I break
What if I find that I can't take..

OOOHH MYYY GOODness.

Im so happy.

BLAH.

Dammit I'll meet orlando bloom one day. and it wont be at some trivial movie premiere.

psh.

movie premiere schmoovie pre-REAR.

..even though its pretty much my dream in life to be at a movie premiere.

BUT YOU KNOW. WHATEVER.

OOOOH IF ONLY I MADE ANY SENSE!!

♥ stars and horseshoes!

oooo lala.f.eogih.

trailer.
hmmmmm.

postal service is keeping me from insanity.

im gonna go raid some mrs's for m&m's.

bye then.

AHHH IM HOME IM HOME...temporarily ( Read more... )

if anyone can get to a computer.. Leave a comment if you have any information about Metairie or New Orleans. Also..any info on Canal street and the levees. Im in arkansas and they dont give us much news on Metairie up here.

♥

are we getting closer or are we just getting more stuck ( Read more... )