Callbacks very soon. More than a little nervous, but I can do this.

I am Riff. My job is to make their decision easy.

EDIT: Turns out, I'm not.

I'm in Lake Placid at Bryan's house. It's been a long day ( Read more... )

If anyone actually reads this thing leave me a message. I'm not sure who does and who doesn't, and I just found out people I didn't know read read it. Thanks, everyone. Or all two of you. Or whatever it turns out to be.

I just had a nice, laid back evening doing not much of anything. I played nerd cards. I played regular cards (Texas Hold 'Em). I played Halo with some guys (one and two) and watched a movie. It's almost four in the morning now, but I have no class tomorrow. It's fall break. I have Tomorrow and Friday off (more if Wilma Flinstone decides to ( Read more... )

As passionate I am about how my life is going, I am still a mistake-making individual. I decided not to go to Music Theory because it would be review and there is a test on Monday and hopefully I can get notes over the weekend. I am watching the Bucs/Dolphins game Sunday with Nick and Dave, and Nick is in my class, so he should be able to talk me ( Read more... )

I feel a little weird, but somewhat relieved. This whole "things change" bit has become easier. Maybe I'm fooling myself. Who knows, right? But right now, I feel pretty good. Things are going well. I got some things off my chest. Vented about them to my accountability partner. Now all that's left to do is keep going. And that's easier than ( Read more... )

So the show is over. It was a ton of fun, and came off beautifully. I've had a lot of compliments, but that's just what happens after a show. Regardless, it made me feel good. I just got out of bed. I need to choose and work on a monologue and write a 600-700 word column on the John Roberts confirmation. I'm not really looking forward to that ( Read more... )

I'm staying in theatre. That's it. I can't do all this self-doubt and I can't worry about my job right now. I'm in college. My job will come after college, and even if I majored in Print Journalism, I wouldn't know what I'm doing. I've been trying to justify theatre to myself and everyone else. I've felt burdened by my family situation to try ( Read more... )

Okay, before I was question the whole honors program thing, but now I'm just question the whole college thing. I miss class ALL THE TIME. I feel like such a failure. I don't know what's wrong with me. What is my malfunction that I can't seem to get my stupid self out of bed and go to class? Why am I not more motivated? Am I holding back ( Read more... )

It's Friday. Which is a good thing, but I'm instantly reminded that I have rehearsal all weekend. And John-Michael is leaving for the weekend, which I didn't realize until, let's see, about five minutes ago. It's fine though. The show is a lot of fun, and it's my last weekend anyway ( Read more... )