Decietful mind of mine, why cant it just leave me alone. Why cant I just be left to die alone with no attractions, no loves, no promises, and nothing left on my list? The more and more I think bout me and Kendra actually being together the more I notice it will never happen. Why would she pick something like me? She give me everything I could ever ( Read more... )

Well hello hello to everyone who reads this and who even cares. I havent wrote in this latly but I have been busy job searching and what not, but yall understand.. Anyways, the job searching hasnt been going as good as I hoped it would but nothing ever does obviously! I have put in applications at the TDC (Tecumseh Dining Center), Rallys, Walgreens ( Read more... )

Okay okay okay, here we go again. First off hello to my baby and hopefully your appointment went good with the doctor and hopefully our surgery wont be till im home. But besides that like the journal entry says, why I doubt us. Last night I sorda told Kendra some stuff. I told her what was on my mind, what I was thinking, and why I think and do ( Read more... )

Well well well, hello again and to everyone who reads this. Anyways, I have official started my classes again at Vinny and they have been alright. I only had one today and that was my computer aid class. We didnt do much in that class except go over the mid-term we took. Besides class my day has been pretty boring. I got to talk to my baby twice ( Read more... )

Well hello to anyone who reads this. Well I have finally returned to the good old Vincennes University and I start my classes again on Monday (tomorrow). When I turned on my computer I had a message from my baby saying we needed to talk and I dont like that idea. For one when she says we need to talk it isnt bout anything good, and these thought ( Read more... )

Another day another time another chance for something new to arrive. Well like I was talking bout in my last entry, once again Kendra wasnt able to come over, but we dont always get what we want do we? I have been thinking for a little bit about some stuff. How Kendra has been acting or the way I think she is acting. Latly, Kendra hasnt been as ( Read more... )

Well hello hello, it has been bout 2 days since I wrote in my journal. Well nothing major has happened in my life, besides the fact that I get to go back to Vinny soon, just 2 days away. Anyways, I havent seen my baby in those 2 days but we have tried, and tried, and yet again tried. But like the saying goes the 3rd time is a charm. Well this is ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, how things can change for the good with just one convo.. Well I have nothing bad to put in this journal so far and hopefully I wont have to anymore.. But yeah, last night I got to stay with my baby at her house and got to spend the whole day with her today.. I loved being able to hold her and wake up next to her this morning, I can ( Read more... )

What the fuck is up with people destroying relationships?? I get rid of one problem and right along comes another one. Now I have lady sending my baby stuff and getting her to believe it. What the fuck, how does this lady know what I do, who I hang out with, or what I have done. She doesnt but still Kendra is believing her. If not Kendra must have ( Read more... )

Hello to everyone and hopefully you are having as great of a day as I am.. I have had the best 2 days of school ever. First of all me and my baby did fight over some old journal entries but we actually talked things out and we I hope figured it out. I got to hang out with my best friend James last night and actually not argue/worry bout anyone else ( Read more... )