I had a problem this weekend with my computer so I had to reformat
and start everything new again.

Yahoo name is: JamisonFTMBoy13
AIM is: JamisonFTMBoy or JamisonFTMBOY13

I am not sure why I can not log into
either of my other accounts....
so I am sending this
along.

So those I had on my IMs list I have lost all - can you please send them to me ( Read more... )

A requested gy transtarthHere are some of hte pictures of my babies:

First one is Fat Boy - and no its not the  hair its the body


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I like this - this person isn't even on my friends list:

pcgeek13's LJ stalker is petitedrag!petitedrag is stalking you because you are really good at bowling. They are also not very liked around here!

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What the fuck is the point of having an journal when you need help and no one is fucken there.
My wife is sleeping or else I would be asking her -  she has to work in the morning... seeing as I am manic, hyper mania  and deluisional - I will not be going to work.

Thanks everyone.

NOT!!!!!!

Where are all my friends when I need to talk to them.... this is an insane night... 5 days with about 8 hours of sleep total.....  HELP.......

5 fucken nights like this - how much can this shit go on.... I am tired... I want to sleep - yet my fucken mind won't let me.

UGH ( Read more... )

I think I have lost my mind somewhere... care to help me find it... though I think its long gone by now.....  Oh well.... I am a crazy fucker.... :p

With all the Bi Polar stuff and the Epilespy I am suppose to get rest.... how can I get rest when I am manic and having hyper mania and delusions and seeing things?

Someone answer me that question - please I am dying to know.  My body is tired yet I am wide awake.  I so need sleep - yet my mind keeps me awake.  This is the 5th night that I am like ( Read more... )

I have to post about her -  she is the most wonderful person on the face of the earth.  Today I have been suffering from mania, hyper manic, paranoid delusions, seeing things that are not there....and she is the one taking care of me.  When we got home she gave me an ambien and a klonopin and I ended up falling asleep for a few hours.  After that ( Read more... )

I screen them because I don't wish to be attacked for what I feel.   If you don't like what I have to say why reply?  Makes no sense.   I delete them anyway.  I won't show the screened comments because they are full of bull shit anyway ( Read more... )