im feeling depressed about something that happened. And I don't want to talk about it cause it isn't one of those things I want a whole bunch of people knowing about. I can't stop playing it over and over in my head. It's like I have these movies of my life. Things play themselves over and over again and I can't stop them. Sometimes I want to pull ( Read more... )

Ric and I found a real nice house today. It is well within our price range at 77,000 and was in good condition. New white walls and burber carpet ( Read more... )

So I have missed the Oreilly Factor two days in a row now....that sucks. I have to stay up till 4 am to catch a rerun. I think Ric and I are about to get a mattress. I really hope something happens. I can't stand sleeping on the mattress we have.
Im high...
Good night

So yea im over it. It took me till today to realize that what I thought I was missing I haven't had in a while so it doesn't matter. I had gotten used to it, the shock just allowed me to forget that. I still have ass loads of really amazing friends. I have old friends, new friends, and friends I never should of fought with. Not to mention the ( Read more... )

I got a grand total of 1 hour of sleep....if that last night...im sure that you can totally tell it by my eyes which might as well have been closed all day long cause I can barely hold them open. Im so sick of this "funk" im in. If I was gonna get sick I wish that I would just go ahead on and just do it already. Anyway ( Read more... )

I can't stand it anymore. I just don't get why I can't seem to come up with the right words. Basically im feeling really not good about a specific event in my life. That being the hands at which my wedding bouquet have stayed in. If Kat and I were still friends then it probably wouldn't be that big of a deal....but now it is weighing on me. ( Read more... )

So my sister in law Elizabeth not Elisa is back in town after a break up with her fiance Tom. So she's here at the house or whatever....and I guess im ok with it....even though the last thing she said to me was "Fuck you you stupid fat bitch". OUCH ( Read more... )

My kids got in trouble tonite ( Read more... )

OMG....DORKS! Isaac was like look at my MASTER bedroom where I do my MASTURBATING. Ok so he didn't say that but you can see it in his eyes. Zac said he had a bunch of books in his room surrounding his twin bed to have knowledge at his fingertips....I bet that isn't all he has had at his fingertips in there. Twin beds leave you no choice but to ( Read more... )

My husband and I are showing our ages....and may possibly be becoming mature adults prematurely ( Read more... )