How come my days seem to be getting worse and worse, I don't it for nothing .. I try to start my day off good, but that just doesn't work .. and one thing that is really pissing me off is, My parents made me quit my Job, but yet they won't give me lunch money .. I've lost a lot of weight from not eating .. I even quit taking my adderal so that I ( Read more... )

Days seem to just be getting worse and worse ... I don't know what I need to do anymore .. but I'm still trying, I guess that's all that matters ......

I hate CISCO .. they piss me off .. There questions are so long and drug out, that you forget what they are really asking .. it's gay and stuff . pisses me off ...

We are on ECA today, have to go ( Read more... )

HEY NICOLE .. I CAN"T SEE YOUR POST ... hhmm ( Read more... )

Linkin Park - Frgt/10

From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I’ve forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture’s there
The memory won’t escape me

We’re stuck in a place so dark
You can hardly see
The manner of matter that splits with the words I breathe
And as the rain drips acidic questions around me
I ( Read more... )

So this weekend could have been a bit more fun then it was ... Went out with Nicole Friday night, that was about the Highlight of the weekend .. besides Skating that Eastside for 2 hours Saturday night with Jon.. yea Crazy stuff went down that night ... well SUPER BOWL SUNDAY .. the only interesting thing that happened that night was a Big Game of ( Read more... )

MOM'S ON HER WAY TO GET HOT SAUCE .. HELL MOTHER FUCKIN YEA .. haha .. shit I need to go clean my room .. well then .. Today should be a pretty good Day .. I'm thinkin anyways .. bouts to go ask my dad if I can have some wine .. haha .. well I'ma go .. Peas

Worried about NICOLE as a Mo Fo right now ... and I can't do nothing, that's the worse part ... well this is all that's on my mind .. Peas

I seriously don't get it .. I could barely get out of bed this morning cuzz I'm so worn out, and tired .... but yet I can't stay home just to relax and get some rest .... I fucking hate it ...

Once I'm down I won't get up

I need to get myself out of this mood .. just can't get all this shit out of my head ..... Steven, my ( Read more... )

Tonight was a Good Night ... Wayne Came and got me around 6:30, we went to swonders for a Hockey game ... Harrison Won ... 6 - 1 ..... It was a funny game ... Harrison totally kicked there ass all game and then slacked off, like the last 30 seconds ( Read more... )

Wow, a half day .. and my mom wouldn't call me in .. how gay is that .. I'm getting use to the fact that she's never going to call me in unless I'm dieing .. then that's still a Maybe ......

After school, I'm going home and chillin, until a certain someone comes over, if she's still comin over .......... Which she needs to save her gas soo yea, I' ( Read more... )