let go.. left with nothing...

Nov 22, 2004 17:00

it seems that everywhere i look there is that constant reminder of how i used to be, and all the negative ways i've changed. I mean just since 8th grade- so many things have changed. I used to be in love, and I was loved in return. I used to be in that happy medium of cheerleader and braniac and an individual. In texas, people knew who i was. they ( Read more... )

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stretchmark November 22 2004, 15:33:54 UTC
I know exactly how you feel.Unfortunaly, we just have to keep waiting for that puppy love to come again.

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ieaticecream November 22 2004, 15:57:18 UTC
:hug:

miss.elizabeth.i.love.you.

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This is your Tay Tay anonymous November 22 2004, 16:55:59 UTC
Oh sweetie. I gotta tell ya.. I understand the whole "insecure about my looks", "I miss love", etc depression thing. It's the pits, I know. :$ I hate it. "He didn't care that I wasn't skinny, he loved me for me."---AH! That's a good feeling. ^___^ I remember over the summer when Justin and I were having a "moment".. well, after that he said something about how sometimes my boobs got in the way. XD LMAO. Ain't that great? I thought it was just hilarious. But he loved me for me, in the way boobs and all! ;)

YEAH YUH!

--Tay Tay Dos

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ekoostickid November 23 2004, 06:01:57 UTC
I know exactly what you're going through...but believe it or not you're supposed to be going through it. It royally sucks but you'll be happy that you experienced it early on instead of later. And you're what, almost 16? I'm about to turn 21 and I feel like I've just now found someone that could POSSIBLY turn out to be alright...and I've been in a 2 1/2 year relationship with someone. I thought I was in love and we were going to get married, bla bla bla. But it turns out that I was fooling myself. So as far as finding someone that TRULY loves you for you is so hard to come by (esp. in guys ( ... )

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More Tay anonymous November 23 2004, 13:48:12 UTC
That was so inspirational and true! I'm proud of you, Matt (though I have no clue who you are). That was a great way to put everything into perspective.

But Lizzy hon.. Tonight is CATS...

MACAVITY!.... Sorry, urge. ;)

Ain't it great? I shall try and find a way to get a real up close picture of a real cat! Heehee. Or better.. Something shall be coming your way. Ahh, I'm excited.

I love you, hang in there!

<3 T2

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