im up at this hour because i need my medication and i cant get back to sleep. urgh. feeling better though. but this seems to happen every single time before i leave the country. lol. maybe my body doesnt want to leave this place. lol ( Read more... )

im going to see him in less than 5 hours. weather please be good so that he will be home safe and sound. =)

i tink... im a read-able person. lol. its good and bad. i dont know how to hide my emotions. and i dont have a tatemae side to me. except maybe at work.*cough cough* i cant decide if i wanna start practicing how to hide my feelings ( Read more... )

friday's coming! but i have to get through 4 days of work. taking tomomi out had been a good distraction. but its back to reality again. i need to go back to work. and wait for him to be home. i really hope things dont change between us. i hope we will stay as obsessed as we are. lol. its scary to see how some long-term relationships end. i know ( Read more... )

jack's due home in abt 6 days. in a way im lucky i fell sick. was too groggy to miss him too much. though i'd love to have him around when im "sick and vulnerable". haha. when i did go abit crazy a few nights. other nights i just hit the bed before 10, sometimes 8. im like a drug addict being out into quarantine. will be released on 31 Oct before ( Read more... )

もっと頑張らなきゃ。

i really suck when it comes to waiting. gosh. 16 days. room still not packed. lol. japanese still not touched. games overplayed. anime watched too fast. haha. i can never get my priorities right even at this age. XD ( Read more... )

cant decide if i wanna go do a diploma in accounting. its like might as well. lol. oh wells. will call the school and ask about it somemore. sheesh. im tempted. but its going to be a 7-8 months course. and i was cursing myself the other time i was preparing for my lvl 2 paper. haha. HOW? >jack says to just go for it. since it doesnt hurt to get an ( Read more... )

mochi is not sick. because the stinky smell went away. i think its the weather. (weejim was right)  so i saved money on the vet visit. and ordered him a cage extension. i know i shouldnt get too attached to him for the obvious reason. but i bought him to love him. and i warned myself about what i may have to go through. though i freak out too much ( Read more... )

ok. mochi's cage smelled really bad last night. its a different smell from the past. strong stench of urine. and my room got all stinky as well. checked online and he is seemingly sick. i just washed his cage again and shall see if the strong smell comes back. please be ok mochi! weejim said it might be due to the weather. but im worried. i hope he ( Read more... )