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I don't know if this is just a crush, or if i'm inlove. I don't feel like i know him well enough to be inlove with him, but maybe... that's why i love him? Maybe it's because i always want to know more about him. I try to learn what i can but i want to learn it FROM him. i want to hear his voice, i love listening to him talk. I love watching
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and now to a certain extent, Phil. althought I dont know Phil as well as I know Zach...
Both of these guys of mine are intriguing to me. They're mysterious. I want to figure out the secrets of them...that's why they're appealing to me. Phil more-so, only because I've only just gotten to know him.
Phil is so...WEIRD...and not in a bad way, just in a way that i can't figure him out ffor the life of me. One minute he's talking to me...kind of...the next minute he's silent and watching...observing. it's almost as if he goes within himself, and stares at the world outside through those blue eyes of his...and it's like he's almost processing me. it's almost cold...but i know he's in there. and i want to try to discover him.
tomorrow (wed) Sara, is the day when i'll see him (hopefully)...and i'm going to look him in the eye...and smilebut i know how you feel...dont' let Dean having a gf discourage you. just keep finding out more stuff about him...you will slowly ( ... )
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