I don't like pretending to like you. I wish we had never talked about him at all. Last year wasn't very hard to get through because I knew when I was going to see him. Now I know I can't visit for 4 months and it makes it hard for me to concentrate. Every time I think about Erik I hear your voice breaking my heart ( Read more... )

quote for the day:

"an unexamined life is not worth living"
~Socrates

In other news, it's been snowing for 5 hours and shows no signs of stopping! :)

She told me that she would always be there when I need her. She told me that I could talk to her about everything. She told me she would understand.

But she just stood there and watched me cry.
I don't think I can get over this.

jan. 12 and jan. 19
:)

this is not how i thought it would be. it's never enough time to work things out. we argue and i give up because i want the short amount of time to be happy. i guess in a way my mom is right, i never used to be a pushover. i just don't like being yelled at. but in the end, i just can't stay away ( Read more... )

So I just attended the coolest party ever: Thea's Period Party, in honor of the 10th anniversary of her period. There were coloring sheet vaginas, vagina shaped chocolates, a table to make angel ornaments out of tampons, and one of those cut-out posters that you stick your head in to take a picture, that was also a vagina. Plus I got a henna ( Read more... )

I still haven't turned in my application. :( Why am I so worried that I won't get in?

I miss being at home where everything is right where it should be. Winter break is coming up, but not soon enough!

Until then, I'll be here waiting for the snow to fall.

You'd think I'd be used to what she says by now, but every time we talk about it, I end up crying. Why is it that my feelings get hurt, and she seems impossible to break?

I had a bad night and this is not helping.

discovery
discover me discovering you
looking up staring down
face to face isn't easy
it may get easier with time
time makes it all drift away
but then one day
i will be standing by the water
and that same problem will float by
but this time i will know exactly what to do