Summer music camps was this week, and wow was it difficult. I was in charge of 20 high school girls (Sopranos) and was responsible for teaching them music, that they didn't care for too much, for an hour a day. It was really hard. If you think teaching is easy, you are a freaking fool. Even if you think teaching is moderately hard...you are soooo ( Read more... )

I am beginning to see that there are two choices one can make in life: one is to be a slave, the other, a fighter. There really is no in between. You either choose to give in to your carnal desires, your obsessions, your fears, or your addictions, bound by something so much less than what you could be, or you choose to fight every day of your life ( Read more... )

I think I could really stand today not happening. I hope everyone else isn't having as crummy a Valentine's Day as I am. Freakin holidays.

It's really hard to explain exactly what's been happening to me lately, because most of you will think i'm insane(crazy),brainwashed, gullible, naive, ignorant, and whatever else falls into those categories. I don't mind, think what you must. However, believe me when I say that before this point in my life, i have never been as happy, joyful, and ( Read more... )

I'm kinda tired of being tied up like a rabid dog to a tree. I wish there was some way to break away and be fun again, i miss being fun. I need something new. Oh, and i made Dean's List ( Read more... )

So life's goin alright these days. I have a great boyfriend (though he lives too far away, which isn't something new to me), great friends here, i'm doing good in school...but something's missing. I feel like somehow i'm not managing my time the way I should and things that were once vital to my life are being left out. I don't find myself content ( Read more... )

I'M COMING HOME THIS WEEKEND!!! You losers know my phone number. Call me if you have any interest whatsoever in hanging out with me. I know that i smell and all, but if you can get past my bad points, i'm actually pretty cool on the inside. Haga tonterías feto! That is all.

Love,
Xander Pander

Day one back in Hallatassee. So far, so good. I miss everyone already, but overall, the summer was a good one. Actually, it was a damn good summer. Fell in love, found happiness that won't go away, found myself, grew a lot more, spent time with good friends, rocked out at a couple of concerts, partied, went to some good beaches, got over some ( Read more... )

I need to meet new people, not saying you all aren't cool, i just need something new. Can't wait for school to start.

You know, some people just suck really hardcore sometimes...and it really bothers me that they unintentionally rub it in my face.

<3,
Alex

No matter how hard i try and how much i believe i can, i can not make everyone happy. It is not my choice, but my burden to hurt those that i love, but i can not change my heart. I'm sorry. If i controlled the world, i would make everyone happy. Alas, i am forced to make choices, of which will never make everyone satisfied, please don't think me a ( Read more... )