It feels like for one good thing, there are a thousand bad things to overshadow it.

Like I can't get a fucking break from anything anymore.

Almost hopeless.

Like I'm in a dead end... and I suck at finding my way out of things, all I'm good for is running from them.

I miss being innocent, when things weren't complicated. When I wasn't worried about ( Read more... )

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"Everything's not lost" Coldplay

When I counted up my demons.
So there was one for every day.
with the good ones on my shoulders,
I drove the other ones away.

So if you ever feel neglected,
If you think that all is lost,
I'll be counting up my demons, yeah,
Hoping everything's not lost.

When you thought that it was over,
You could feel it all around,
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HAHA wow... give me some time to think this whole thing and then I'll come up with something more meaningful than "HAHA wow..." check back soon!

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I've never felt so entirely and utterly left out and forgotten. This is by far one of this shittiest feelings ever.

So Colleen just informed me that I have lacked in updatage for nearly a month. Therefore I made the decision to update, even though hardly anybody will read this.

This past weekend I went to Whistler with ma famille. It was... Gorgeous! To say the least, but there's nothing like my own room and my own bed. I'm the kind of person that needs a lot of ( Read more... )

"You have a really good heart, you know that? Thats really good. Just be careful, don't let people take advantage of that."

Wow thats the nicest thing and most useful bit of advice my dad has ever given me. And I guess he's sort of right. Don't let people take advantage of it. It's just hard figuring out when someone is actually taking advantage ( Read more... )