so today there was NO snow. bummer. but we had an assembly so the periods were shorter than normal :) the assembly was really sad though, poor maasa cried. the only thing i could do to stop myself from crying was block out what he was saying. after the assembly the rest of the day was just...depressing. in blake we read about people and babies ( Read more... )

awww this is such a cute little song i loooove it. i just heard it for the first time on CMT but i know im going to like it for a long time. if you get the chance, watch the video, its soooo beautiful, i know andrea would love it!

"Don't" by Shania Twain

Don't... don't you wish we tried?
Do you feel what I feel inside?
You know our love is ( Read more... )

heyyyyyyyyyy! well yesterday was A LOT of fun. school was delayed for two hours so i got to sleep more. then at school we did like nothing in any of my classes except sit around and talk. after school colleen and i had to stay for the homework club to get help for math ;) then we went to andrea's house because she decided not to go to school that ( Read more... )

it's over. no more "games". maybe its better this way though. i'll just have to wait and see...
<3

okay whoever reads this probably wont care but i want to get it out. so many songs make me think of my situation right now so i want to put the lyrics in here, maybe some of you will find refuge in them like i did:

Here, here I am again
And I'm starin at these same four walls
Alone again
And now, all the colors blend
And I'm growing numb
And I've ( Read more... )

i hate this feeling. i feel so helpless. i hate having emotions. they're so crappy, all they do is put you in vulnerable situations. i hate the situation im in right now. its like a dead end, and i put myself there. i've done all of this to myself. everything thing say to people comes back to me somehow in a twisted exaggeration of what i said to ( Read more... )

okay um no clue why i signed my name on that last entry...this is my journal, obviously.

goooooooooooooooosh i left my MP3 player at home...now i dont have anything to listen to except my teachers droning on about something gay...damnit ( Read more... )

i hate this.

i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it.

I FUCKING HATE IT.

well i just spent the night at colleen's dad's AMAZING house. it was a lot of fun, we had some quality movie time. i finally saw moulin rouge, and it is one of the best movies ever! but its a major chick flick. we also watched napoleon dynamite and ERIN BROKAVICH. omg i love that movie. julia roberts is one of the best actresses ever. yea we also ( Read more... )