So, I've been a little stressed out, and very upset the past few days. I've been upset over some family stuff, and I really got freaked out in childbrith class Monday night. I'm just not so sure that I can do this...Kevin has faith in me, but ya know...I'm freaking terrified ( Read more... )

Well, yesterday I was offically 33 weeks. I have so much to do. I haven't even started on his crib set yet, although, we do have his room painted, and hardwood floor in there. Kevin just needs to finish my closet and hang my shelves back up so I can put that room back together. He'd better do it soon, as I am going crazy!! I want to clean my ( Read more... )

Yesterday I was 30 weeks pregnant. I feel Andrew moving all the time. Kevin can feel Andrew moving..you can even see him moving from the outside. He likes to move early in the morning and late at night. At least he isn't keeping me up..only a few nights has he decided to party at 2 or 3 am ( Read more... )

Wow, I'm almost 28 weeks. Only 12 to go. I can't wait ( Read more... )

Why does so much drama have to revolve around me? I used to like it, but I just want to be left alone ( Read more... )

Today is my Birthday. I don't feel any older, but I am exhausted. This baby baking business is wearing my ass out. It didn't help that my parents woke me up at Oh-Dark-Thirty this morning, and Kevin mom not soon after that...it's all good. They were singing me Happy Birthday. I guess I've had a good birthday. I know what all I'm getting..no ( Read more... )

I had another ultrasound yesterday. My placenta has moved out of the way, so no c-section for me. At least not yet. Andrew was VERY active, so I didn't get any new pictures of him. He didn't want the nurse getting his heartbeat. Everytime she'd find it, he'd kick the wand, interrupting the count, and she'd have to start over. We finally got ( Read more... )

Welp, we had our ultrasound on Thrusday and a very obvious peenur was visable. Andrew Ryan is right on target and will be here in 5 months. I have a problem with my placents being to low, so I have to have another ultrasound in 3 weeks. If it hasn't moved by then, then it probably won't, and I'll have to have a c-section. I don't want a c- ( Read more... )

I had a good Christmas this year. My mom made me feel like crap on Christmas day because we were with Kevin's family instead of her and daddy. This was her first Christmas without SaSa. They went to Granny's house, who was supposed to be cooking, but she had someone bring her a plate, so all my mom and dad had for their Christmas dinner was a ( Read more... )

I finally finished my Christmas shopping today. I felt good and I had energy to do stuff! Now to wrap all this crap!!!

I got Kevin a HUGE surprise...he'll be SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO shocked...I just HOPE I got the right one...

Anywho, if I don't get to see anyone for Christmas, I'm thinking about you and I love you all!