So yesterday had to be one of the best dates that I have ever been on with Gabe. To start off. Gabe picked me up really early. We went to his house to pick some stuff up and then he suprised me. He took me to the Natural History Museum! That was so much fun! I'm a dork, but it was so much fun ( Read more... )

I've talked and none of you guys listen. I've silenced and none of you guys care. These are just some of the reasons why I don't talk to people from school very much. I've done all that I could to find true friends in the people that I encounter at school. But now it just seems hopeless. And I found that I've been wasting my time ( Read more... )

I've realized the many mistakes that I've made in my life today. All of the people that I've hated and shouldn't have. All the lies that I've ever told to my parents. All of the mistakes I've made in friendships. All of the pain that I've caused Gabe. All of the mistakes that I've made in school. It took me a while to go through all of them. But ( Read more... )

It's been awhile. I don't have much to say but I do know that things are changing as always. Gabe is back but it kinda sucks because on Thurs. I'm leaving for Arizona. But at least I got to see my Baby. Other news, I'm calm now that school is over, my birhtday is coming up, and I get to sleep in. Ahhh, yes, the good life.

I am really feeling the effects of not having Gabe around me. You know, I never do understand why God decides to put that person somewhere at a time when you need them. Then again I wonder if maybe, just maybe, God is teaching me lesson of patience and of taking care of things on my own with His help. *eh*...I really do miss Gabe ( Read more... )

Gabe is gone, I'm lonely. And last night I cried when Gabe left my house. So strange but I've never been so sure about loving somebody this much before ( Read more... )

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So I've been studying. And it kinda sucks because I have nobody here to help me through my studying. And it sucks cause Gabe is out of town and I really and I mean really miss him! Tear... and junk! I almost forgot, I want to leave somewhere anywhere but here!

I really haven't been typing on my livejournal. Oh well. Life goes on. I just thought that I should share with you guys what happened on Friday after I left school. I'm giving you fair warning, this entry is very very long ( Read more... )

Have you ever had those days that you feel that you just aren't good enough for the one person you love. Yeah, I'm having that sort of a day. I feel that I'm not doing my job. You have no idea as to how much I just want to tell Gabe all the time that I love him. I do tell him that, but I just don't seem to tell him enough. That's just how I feel. ( Read more... )