i'm a senior but just met a sophomore boy and we're friends. we're talking online. he just told me he was molested once..told me the whole story... its heartbreaking. I want to throw up and cry. i promised never to tell.. so i thought of your livejournal. maybe this is breaking that promise but... oh my god. i'm crying.
whenever i'm with a boy who wants to kiss me i get scared that he'll want to go farther and then i'll give in. it'd be a lot easier however, if i was a little drunk. being drunk makes everything easier.
like driving, and making rational decisions, and engaging in things you wont regret, i love drinking too, i also love my abilities i gain like my social graces and my ability to really appreciate the world around me.
i had a dream about you last night, it wasnt really that much of a dream though, it was all pretty much how life is. i kept seeing you around, and you kept just acting like it wasnt a big deal, and like you didnt want to hang out or even stop and talk to me, so i inturn tried to do the same but i felt like i was chasing you through the whole dream. it was weird because i got the same feelings in my chest like when it happens in real life. but i think in my dream i told you how much you mean to me. but i always get the feeling that you hate me or something jinelle. but that of course would be my fault, well now im going to thinking about it all day....great
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i'm a senior but just met a sophomore boy and we're friends. we're talking online. he just told me he was molested once..told me the whole story... its heartbreaking. I want to throw up and cry. i promised never to tell.. so i thought of your livejournal. maybe this is breaking that promise but... oh my god. i'm crying.
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hahahhaha
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even more so for that
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if he asked me to marry him i would most likely say yes.
i'm only 18.
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being drunk makes everything easier.
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