Sorry This is So Long, I cant remember how to make a cut

[peachyogurt]

I haven’t posted on here in ages, at least not a real post. But after looking at Erika's old LJ posts on facebook I read some of mine and I felt the need to put some feelings into words

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[ashisbomb]

Babe, you know I freakin' love you...and I understand where you are coming from with the whole "alone" thing...even sometimes when I go to Duluth I feel that way...Kind of "left behind." I miss how things used to be, but stuff changes and it is hard to deal with. Things will get better...slowly but surely they will get better...and when you do move back here this summer after your awesome trip...we will hang out all the fking time. We will drive around to random places singing in my car again!! We will go on adventures...and do crazy shit...IT WILL BE FUN! I PROMISE!

I know everything in life didn't go as planned, but that is why life is such an adventure...we have to fight through the tough times, and make ourselves better. I have had to deal with a lot of unplanned things...and it has been the hardest part of my life, but in the end I am a bigger, better, stronger person.

I love you...see you on Saturday my love!

[idreampink]

Oh Suzy, I often have thoughts like this as far as the whole loneliness thing goes. Thinking things such as "Gosh I'm 22 and I've never fallen in love...will it ever happen?" I did do a blog about it on myspace and the feedback I got was so encouraging..I hope you find it as an encouraging as I did. Oh and I don't know if your religious or not but I had thoughs like "Why is God doing this to me?" Let me share some of it with you:

My friend Jeny:
If it makes you feel any better, I had to weed through all the crap-ass guys before meeting Dan. I thought before it was love...maybe I was wrong. Either way, it will happen. Just takes a long time and I am the most impatient person in the world, so if I can do it, YOU CAN! Just hang in there. God isn't being cruel to you, just setting more experiences and such to learn from before He has that one guy come along. Let me know what he does...:D

My friend Chris:
God is never cruel to anybody. Just like your friend Jenny said, God just is letting you expierence more so you can learn from the

[kidneythievin]

Hey you.
I love you so much, honey. So, so, so much. I'm so sorry about what a hard time you've been having this year. I understand, I've had a hard year too. Not in exactly the same way but hard all the same. If you ever feel like venting to me about anything, I promise I will be there if you need me. Honestly. If you need anything, I WILL BE THERE!

I don't think anything you said sounded mean at all. I understand why you would feel the way you do and again, if you ever need to talk, please do.

I <3 you