So I haven't really updated this damn thing a looooong time...and emo entries don't count as any sort of update ( Read more... )

so jennifer and i were just driving back down east piedmont from seeing "the Pursuit of Happyness" when i noticed that there were car lights coming our way. i figured i was crazy and they were probably on the other side of the road, as most cars usually are. it was not. a car was coming at us, driving in the wrong direction, which was weird ( Read more... )

a good reason for possible future bitching ( Read more... )

this is on livejournal too, but i'm posting it here for family/whoever else to read.

a good reason for possible future bitching...

so here's my recent near-death experience.

i have a farm. it has no "farm animals" or anything..it's more like a HUGE piece of land with TONS of trails and paths and ponds and deer and trees. one of the typical things you ( Read more... )

it really sucks to find out exactly how alone you are.  i'm supposed to be having the best time of my life right now, but all i can seem to think about is how i basically have no friends.  i have jennifer.  but she often doesn't have the time for me and is hundreds of miles away for 3/4 of the year.  i have zach but he'll be gone again in no time. ( Read more... )

Magnolia. What a crazy crazy movie. i'm going to have to watch that a few more times before it really settles, but i'm pretty sure i loved every part of that movie. highly recommended if you haven't seen it...so go rent it ( Read more... )

this literally made me cry. if you're gonna read this, read the whole thing. i'm really just too upset to even say anything about it. we're living with some seriously hateful and fucking ignorant people. note: we all know that, i know i know, but god. damn.

good god i'm so bored.  and people always say that if you're bored, you're boring.  i feel like i am a lot of the time..like i go to class all the time and can just feel that the people around me are sitting there thinking that i'm some weird, boring person.  like if i need a partner for something and i'm sitting right in front of someone, it's ( Read more... )

so maybe it's weird that i'm using madonna to express myself, but "this used to be my playground" felt like today a little, even though NOTHING happened. i just can't believe i'm in my 20's now. where did the time go? i love the people that took the time to do bday wishes. you wouldn't believe how nice it is to get a simple "happy bday" from ( Read more... )

so i just watched a 20/20 special called "Last Days on Earth" all about 7 ways the planet's gonna get wiped out...and i have to say that i'm a little worried now...not so much for my life but for at least my kids' lives(if i have any) and my grandkids lives. the 7 ways were as follows going from least worrisome to most ( Read more... )