seriously reena, I want NOTHING to do with YOU now... or your family or anyone associated with you... im a piece of shit... fine im happy that you think that.. its wonderful... if you dont want to read about it, then why do you...i mark them as private so people on the OUTSIDE can't read them..so its going through ur sister...blame her then...i dont give a fuck... and how many fucking times do i have to tell you..i hate the person ive become too... you may not think im trying... you will never understand...its easier to SAY just snap the fuck out of it... but its not so easily done reena, and thats one thing you'll never fucking understand, and quite honestly, i dont care if you ever do... i am doing the best that i can... a person can only take so much... but you'll never know that feeling... you'll never know what its like to try to pick up the peices and put them back together... why do you think people kill themselves reena? its an easy way out instead of having to try to pick themselves up and get back on track... scary huh? and ( ... )