What Am I Going To Do? More Teen Angst and Crap!

[peanutbutter101]

*sighs* I'm so emotionally drained right now. Mike called and Shawn ended up intercepting the phone from him. He hid the other phone from Mike and talked to me. At first, he tried to pressure me into more sex but I quickly ended that. Then he was trying to get me tosay some crap so he could use it against me. For example, he promised he would get

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[peanutbutter101]

Well, Mike understands that I don't want to do those things and he's really okay with it. It's fucking Shawn that's being a dickwad...

I dunno...I'm honestly just waiting to see what school he's going to. If my school doesn't take him back, he's being sent to Hinckley, which is basically like work camp. In a sick, twisted and horrible way, I almost hope that he gets sent there. But I do like him and I'll be kind of sad if he gets sent away.

Hahahaha, I've tried looking for the amazing and it hasn't come yet. At all! The closest thing I've come to "amazing" besides Mike is Creepy John and Stalker Greg. Jesus Christ...maybe I should become a lesbian with Vanessa...

[peanutbutter101]

I'm definitely enjoying life. I have amazing friends (both in real life and on the internet) and now I have this. I mean, he is really nice and funny. I think I just need to give this time. We've mostly just talked over the phone and we've been on one date (if you're not counting the two from the beginning of the school year) I think I just need to give this a chance. If things get really bad *coughcoughShawncoughcough* then I'm out of there.