So I want to travel to another country next summer, but I have no idea how to go about it. I'm not sure if I want to take a class or just vacation. I kind of want to just do my own thing, then again, I might get bored? I don't know. I'll have to talk to counselors when school starts.

But there were no more spots open for tennis. 8( I think I made up for it though ( Read more... )

So I'm not in school, and yet I'm randomly stressed out. I love my job, though I miss getting special treatment with my schedule. Equality for all right? 8) I just feel pressured for some reason. Kind of pressured in my relationship... to do what? I don't know. To be a good girlfriend. It seems like no matter how hard I try, it always comes ( Read more... )

For a few years now, I've been living with a very different view on life. I feel like I have been given a second chance to do everything right. I have this feeling like I screwed it up once before by only doing what people tell me to and always wondering about the "what if's"... It's like I've already had the chance to grow old and become envious ( Read more... )

Many people roam the earth wondering what the point of it all is or why anyone could possibly be happy, all the while failing to see the beauty and lovely intricacies in every day things. I am luckily not one of these people- well not anymore. And I have decided that it was a genuine, storybook love that made this change possible in me. I'm not ( Read more... )

What a beautiful, relaxing day. No plans, no obligations, just free to enjoy the company of my super boyfriend as we do separate things in the same room as a nice breeze comes in from the window. This is summer. In fact, this is summer love. One month from today will make three official years with Benny. 8) Yay.

I let myself get down today because of other people's problems. I like being everyone's friend, but defending them to their current "enemies" is getting old. If we all could just put aside our judgments and preconceived generalizations about other people, we'd really all be happier. I'm collecting secrets now, and they're getting heavy. If you ( Read more... )

I really can't imagine how life will feel once I have made it into financial security. It seems like I often get close to paying off my debts (which are really nothing relative to people with student and car loans!) and then something pops up that needs a couple hundred dollars. And that's all it takes to push me a little bit back the way I came ( Read more... )

Is it me?

I meant to get up a little early today to study before my final, but this is a little excessive. It's not until 8... I wish I could take it right now. Didn't get much sleep last night, and the sleep I did get was crappy. I haven't yelled with my mom like that in a while. Takes me back to high school. So does feeling like this. That Fort Minor ( Read more... )