Today is looking pretty good. Kevin is coming over in a few hours, and he is gonna spend the night, hehe. Oh, and the same goes for tomorrow, I get to spend the whole weekend with him, since he doesn't have work. And its been a while since I've dated someone who is drug free. His tatoo is SOOO sexy, hehe. And the fact that he is older and ( Read more... )

....Kevin.....

I'm seriously confused. Things have been going good for me. Is that possible? I thought I was doomed to have horrible things happen to me. There must be some kind of mistake. Something really bad must be about to happen to me. I know it, I can feel it, something bad is coming for me. A tree is going to fall on me when I'm running the track, ( Read more... )

So my life is completely filled with nothingness now. I have spent the past week in the house doing absolutely nothing. This move home has been a complete disappointment. I can't wait until I leave. My old friends have much more important stuff to do than to even answer a phone call from me, or call back, or even when one does answer the phone ( Read more... )

I hate it here. I have nothing to do and no one to talk to. Josh didn't even want to talk to me tonight. I think that the relationship is over. Im sick of the pretending. Everything is not going to be ok. It sucks and its going to continue to suck. Sure I met a guy that seems nice, his name is Kevin, but I'm sure in three weeks or so the ( Read more... )

I hate it here. I have nothing to do and no one to talk to. Josh didn't even want to talk to me tonight. I think that the relationship is over. Im sick of the pretending. Everything is not going to be ok. It sucks and its going to continue to suck. Sure I met a guy that seems nice, his name is Kevin, but I'm sure in three weeks or so the ( Read more... )

So what now, I'm actually supposed to care? I think this would be the equivalent of slapping me in the face so hard that it hurt your hand, and then complaining to me about the pain in your hand. Sorry, I forgive, but I don't forget. You hurt me, so exactly why are you complaining to me about the whole situation? Im part of the situation, I can ( Read more... )

So it turns out the whole time I've been talking to Josh he had a boyfriend, who he failed to mention. In fact, he told me he didn't have a boyfriend. A flat out lie he told me. Why is it that I have to be right about this? Why do I have to know that no matter how good they seem or how they try to make you think they are, they will all lie to ( Read more... )

So I guess when I was born it was decided that I must have relationships with the same patterns, not the same pattern, but its doomed to be a relationship with one of the few patterns I have been stuck with. Well at least I know what to expect. I'm either in a relationship with a guy who: is horribly mean to me and I'm scared to end it; pays ( Read more... )

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