I'm trying. Trying not to be bitter. Dream. Those girls, near by, sound so old. "You know, he'd like to be rich." I had no justification to buy a book, and it wasn't there. Two hours, lotion, hand soap, three shirts, and one smoothie later, my head is pounding. People question the seat next to me. A man, looking to sit down. Well dressed, glasses, ( Read more... )

I mean, it’s not like I didn’t know what I was getting myself into. I was aware of the situation, if that’s what people are asking. I was…enjoying myself. So what can I say ( Read more... )

Who is in favor of being appreciated? I mean...I'd like to know, really. I wonder how my day went...if you never ask, you'll never know. Are you aware of that? I wonder, these days, who actually is aware of others around them. After all we do live in the USA, the land of the free to do whatever they want so long as they don't have to help others ( Read more... )

It was a good night, in all. One that lasted until…not until the sun came up, because we’re lame like that. It lasted until about two, when my neighbor-love and I got tired and decided to hit the hay ( Read more... )

It’s like I always seem to be one step behind my destiny ( Read more... )

I thought that I was the end of the path. However, as I shielded my eyes from the lowering sun, I realized that I was merely a stepping stone on your own path to destruction. It was a pity. We would have gone far ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get too annoyed for my own good. This heart of mine, it’s been trying. Trying to heal, trying to be okay, and it has made progress. But just sometimes it stops progressing and starts getting upset, and I really don’t always know what to do. Luckily, my breathing buddy lets me take it out on him, but sometimes I say things I don’t mean, ( Read more... )

Another trip on a train to ease my mind. Trains often bring out my writing love, because there is so many interesting things that you can see on a train to make your life better than it previously was. One seat up and to the left of me sit two fabulously handsome boys watching a movie on their laptop. I sit and wonder to myself where they are from ( Read more... )

Birthdays always start off in the best of ways. A call from my best friend to tell me that her “check engine” light was on, as well as her temperature light. Talking for about thirty minutes soothed my nervousness about her driving, and her I sit, a half hour in to my birthday, completely excited for what the day shall bring ( Read more... )

As these words take form in my mind, I realize that sharing them with everyone isn’t always the best of ideas. Sometimes the world needs to hear what you have to say, and sometimes you merely have to figure it all out by writing it down and rearranging it to make sense ( Read more... )