I'm just so damn angry.

So hurt.

So frustrated.

So fucking alone.

I barely slept a wink and I was up at 530 trying to get my internet back...and now it's back and I CURSE IT ( Read more... )

I don't have my phone. Won't have it for couple days or so. Don't call/text.

Real update later.

School wasn't alright...well, it wasn't bad, but it wasn't the best either ( Read more... )

Is it unfair of me? To not want him to see her again? To not want to hear her name? It makes me scream inside. Makes me want to cry.

Not that any of you understand or can tell me what to do.

Well, I didn't see it, so I don't actually know how it went. But, it was alright backstage. hahaha. We just talked, I did some homework ( Read more... )

before things started to get a little better. And that's what they're doing. It's not all peachy-keen and what-not. (Is it peachy or peechy ( Read more... )

doesn't look like such a bright thing for me. Anytime. Tomorrow. A couple months from now. A year from now.

I just see loneliness. A lot of fear, loneliness, and unhappiness.

Why? I know you want to, I know we promised, I know what I say isn't going to have any effect on you, but why?

...it's not fair.

Today doesn't feel like Halloween. Then again, these past couple days haven't felt like much.

It's just sucked. Really bad. Still.

TODAY SUCKED!

REALLY BADLY!

It'll practice tonight and be better tomorrow.