And he's still a big an ass as ever.

he came back

he was online yesterday. on myspace. he really is ignoring me. isn't he.

what the hell did i do to deserve that? honestly?

WTF...

The school district is closed. BUT THE UNIVERSITY?! HELL NO. 2 hour delay, plz! And I live in the part of town that got hit harder than other places. I don't think I'm going to bother. I only have one class anyway. And we'd just be doing introductory stuff anyway. It's just cell biology. Not going to kill me to miss it. Just depends on what ( Read more... )

I spent a good two hours crying. I finally had a nervous break down. There's a lot that's been on my mind I suppose and it's just getting to me. I don't like this. I think I'll go see the school therapists on tuesday after cell biology... Maybe they can help me figure out what to do.

red-eyed,
Rae

today... sucked. andrew, one of my coworkers, reminds me too much of michael. and it just pissed me off more and more. and then i asked over our radios if someone had called me, because i could've sworn i heard my name. and he has to respond 'no, it was just the voice in your head.' which is something michael would've said. and that just totally ( Read more... )

Today's horoscope is:
"The flattery you receive today helps you feel better physically and emotionally."
Well, I feel fine right now. I'm still on my happy little train despite the fact it is... that time of the month. But a little flattery won't hurt I guess. :3

All I want to say right now.

~ Rae

PS. I think Terri is mad at me. And I don't know

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I wish I could. I really freaking do. No matter how hard I try, I can't make my heart stop hurting. It's driving me insane. I just... I don't know what to do. It's been a month. A month. I... I don't know. I don't know what's wrong with me. Why can't I get over him? I haven't even met him and here I am whining once again about it. What the hell is ( Read more... )