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[pearljam579]

I feel like shit. I went to the hospital to visit my nana (my grandmother on my dad's side) today. It's so hard seeing her like that. It was the first time I'd seen her in weeks, and the last time I saw her before that, we would have conversations and you could barely tell she had cancer. When I saw her today, she was in a coma. It was so much

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[rawr_bean]

andrew, i'm worried about you. i know that you probably won't want to hear what i have to say, but i must. you can't worry about silly things like gals! it just brings shit. trust me, i know how it can be...well its a long story, but if you'd like to hear it, we can always chat on the phone again like we did today. =] i've learned that if you stop focusing on getting someone, it will come to you easier and you won't be stressed. and i mean, i'm not trying to lecture you, and i'm sorry if it sounds like that, i'm just worried. and no matter how little [or not at all] that we talk i still love you

[guitarfool1]

Squeaky, I'm sorry that you're going through some bad times. :/ I'm not going through the best times either, but it's life. And life goes on. It'll get better soon. Just try to think of some positive things. You have friends that care a lot about you. I am one of them. You are my brother. I really hope things start to get better soon. It would be nice to not feel sad for once, wouldn't it? Just remember that I am always here for you. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always call me up. Don't be afraid to. You know that I will listen try to help you out.

I'm really sorry about your nana. I can imagine how that must feel.:(
And with these girls... just try to not care as much. It will relieve a lot of stress.

Remember Squeaky, you're my brother and I'm always here for you. I love you, man.

[anonymous]

Hey Squeak, it's Shoe
I'm sorry to hear what a shitty time you are having. Life hasn't been very kind to any of us lately. But sometimes that's how the dice roll :/ . I could only imagine the pain you must be feeling, I teared up when i read your post and almost started to cry myself. Just remember, you have great friends who you will always have great times with and that we are here for you anytime you need us. I wish the best for you in health and stature. And I hope life can take a rise for you soon. Just hang in there.

With all respects,
~Shoe

[twisted_curls]

i'm just gonna put simply.

i'm here for you squeaky. if you need to talk at school when you're feeling down, pull me aside and we'll talk. i won't mind because it's for you! if you are feeling down in the middle of the night, beginning of the night, after the night? other wise referred to as the morning, you can call me. i love you squeaky.

look at how many people do love you. look at how many people want you to feel happier, the people who commented are only a few.

i love you andrew. always and forever.