Just Shows to Go Ya.
Well, I had plans to go to Atlanta, to Dragon Con this weekend. I changed all those plans when I read the guest list and three of the five folks I really wanted to see weren't going to be there.
I released those plans, even though I had been completely looking forward to going again. Not one little squig of discomfort when I canceled tickets and hotels. And here's the kicker on this not sad news. It's like today, well, that feeling I got a year ago, that I knew I would have again if I had kept my plans for this year--they came to me. I have felt so elevated today! I've seen my own little streets and house and life with special eyes and it has been an amazing day (which I spent at the doctor's office, getting an MRI (noisy sob of an activity for the hideous sick to the stomach headace I had) and generally not being on my own call.
Didn't matter a fig--I was on the top of the world. I know things now that have gifted me. That's my piddly 2 cents worth--don't make no never mind if you follow this thinking or not, all mine. I'm there within me. It's been a quite novel experience all in all.