farewell and hello to a dear friend

[peas_nd_honey]

well journal.. you've watched us fall in love and now you are seeing an end..
an end... and a beginning but for now it is the end that is echoing through my heart and these words..

and he tells me don't think about the end
and i want to follow that advice.. but
if im honest
im just not there yet

i remember standing in the kitchen making pancakes with

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there

[joyful_eris]

this emotion is so strong -- like a tidal wave that, in the moment i am caught in its undertow, feels like eternity. but then i wash upon the shore. just like so many times before.
this storm of emotions feels at times to completely subsume me. then there is a calm - and i am just a silent observer, as though in the eye of the hurricane. can i simply observe, without wishing it to be any other way? can i even enjoy, if i change the way i relate to this? every storm seems to churn up something beautiful. may we never forget that.

ps. sending you a hug.

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[peas_nd_honey]

yes dear eris.. thats what the last part was about.. :)