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[peash_cake]

I am so out of it. i sleep all day now, i havent been surfing as much, i just sleep, i dont eat i forget about that, i forget about being online, i forget about everything. i hate drugs so much, and there is nothing i can do about it. i am not me. not so hyper, not so creative, not motivated, blah. i am blah

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[_kirby88]

i felt like that right before i left. college definitely opens up tons of doors, but i miss the ocean sooooo muchhh :/

[peash_cake]

i keep thinking you are at UCSB... am i crazy??

[_kirby88]

im going to Carnegie mellon in pennsylvania. its prettttyy much an ivy league tchyaaaa.

[torontoandback]

at the beginning of the school year last year, i felt the very same way with my friends. they stood near near me just for the sake of standing. i felt left out of what i was apart of, and eventually i was left apart of everything i should have been apart of. this is probably one of the reasons i moved to LA. but with time, i've gotten over those very feelings and made my friends a more selective bunch; but with time. so give it time.

happy graduation in oct. and an early happy birthday for your 18th.

[peash_cake]

no, by plastic i mean nose jobs and big fake ta tas... but I know what you are talking about too :-D

Muchas Gracias. :-D:-D

[torontoandback]

oh. i feel embarrased.

pretend like that never happened.

[peash_cake]

hahaha. no can do... they act the same way that you were describing though!