red wine with every meal, and absinthe after dinner...
this is what gets me off.
life has been very strange lately. I've been seeing a lot of people that I haven't seen in a long time. it's been really good. everyone says that they've missed me, when it felt like I wasn't even liked back when I was around. It feels like I'm the lead role in a play that doesn't exist.
that doesn't make any sense, whatsoever.
my hands are trembly, and it feels like today is the right day to die. not that I want to. it just feels right.