not sure whether this is the ending or just a new beginning...

i'm not so sure i can do this.

just got home from california. it was fun, but just like the rest of my summer i found out more bad stuff. i suppose you can ask if you're interested. but i'm not gonna just post it all on here. first of all, i think it would shock people and i don't think some people would be able to deal with it, or care. so i don't wanna spill everything then ( Read more... )

so my family is going out of town for a few days, which means the dogs had to go up to be boarded for the weekend. so, they go and they were due for their yearly checkup too, so they had their physical, and the doctor found this lump in bear's abdomen, took xrays, then sent us to bring him to a specialist who took an ultrasound. long story short, ( Read more... )

i just have to agree with caroline's recent posts... things can be a LOT worse. i have gone through a lot of things this summer, but i am blessed with some great friends who send me random text messages just to tell me they care. i have hit my lowest low over these past couple months. sometimes it does feel like things couldn't be any worse, but ( Read more... )

so i haven't really talked to any of you in a while. not too much is new. finished organic, that sucked. my dad got in a tractor accident like 2 weeks ago... broke his wrist and is still pretty sore. let me tell you, that was a scary day. just once i'd like to hear the ambulance and have it NOT come to my house. this summer has been the worst ( Read more... )

i officially feel like crap :( i can't wait to leave this place

just 2 more days... then i'm FREEEE!!!!! so my o-chem final is friday. then i'm back to work on monday. working til mid august... then going to new jersey august 12-14th for a wedding... then flying to california on the 14th til i believe the 23rd. visiting my godparents. i can't wait! they're finally grandparents... so i get to see the baby girl ( Read more... )

so basically, this is the worst summer ever. between orgo, my grandma passing away, things with b, and now my dad broke his wrist. i don't understand how i deserve for everything in my life to go horribly bad within 1 month. i can't wait to get out of this place.

i miss my grandma... its the little things that you see and remember that that person just isn't there anymore. and then i break down.

Blue eyes ( Read more... )