i love art and music. in case any of you didn't already know that. :) going to sleep now. i've decided to fail my bio test tomorrow and not study anymore and to quit with these applications. i don't neeeeed to go to college, reeeealllly... lol no i got a lot of work done today. i was very productive even though my tongue is still bleeding ( Read more... )

S neaker pimps, sevendust, silverchair, sugarcult
A taris, acdc
R adiohead, rancid
A lanis morissette
H addaway

L ola ray
O ffspring, orgy
U b40
I ncubus
S ublime, suicide machines, senses fail
E verclear

B londe redhead, bjork, beatles, bush, bob marley
E agle eye cherry, lauren hill
L ed zepplin
K illswitch engage, kmfdm, korn
N ick drake, nas
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i had such an awesome morning. i was a little late to class at adelphi, but mr. goldberg didn't care. we used dowels to force distance and free up our arms. gesture drawings of the interior, it was fun stuff. i made friends with this adorable gay boy from plainedge- i would marry him if he weren't gay- i'm not even kidding. and i met this girl in ( Read more... )

my mom's ulcers may be bleeding and she might have to go into the hospital. they don't trust the results. i need sleep. i need a cigarette more. i have to take a walk. i guess i'll bring the dog. it's late. goddamnit. i am so off lately. i'm fucking up the equilibrium. 32 minutes home and twice in 4 months. i'm jinxed.

i am cold and i feel like crap. i need a cigarette. i've been waiting for this all day. i knew i was all- off balance. shit. i need a cigarette. good night.

please be my lily of the valley ( Read more... )

i was told to not cut myself off anymore because what i say is important and people are listening.
i like that. i was told that i'm important.
i feel loved.
and even if it's fake, i love the feeling.
<3
shower time!
byebye all

it's gonna rain, it's gonna rain and never stop

i want you to breathe in through me all of my inabilities, and shortcomings, i want you to understand me and i want you to still want me. i want to look like gwen stefani and her perfect stomach and i want you to love me for how beautiful i've become from the ugliness you used to know me as. i want to stare at the sky and not watch it break apart ( Read more... )

HAVE YOU EVER ( Read more... )