after much attempt, i got my mom to take me to the mall to see my friends monclo&jenny. i got there.. and i hung out with tommy&ileana for a while. i put joe`s cape on, and walking through the mall we ran into javi, joe&sunev. i took a few pics of javi, and then we turned back to head to borders. tommy was freaked out when i showed him the thin ( Read more... )

man that was awesome yesterday... i stayed up all night online&at the phone.. usually, i get offline at around 3 am to talk until 6 am... but today i was on the phone with tommy from 1 am to 6 am in the morning. antare called and i had to hang up on him = (.. anyway, we are such emo kids!! we talked about all our love frustrations, and very serious ( Read more... )

ughhh.. couldn`t have been worse. i did not:
1.go to the fair to see jenny n monclo... grrr... i tried and tried and tried
2.however, i did %see cow`s parents.. they asked my mom about my current physical condition and she told them that it isn`t improving.% which it isn`t. that was a mayor pain in my ass ( Read more... )

well the shocking story for the evening has been: someone likes me. whaaaaat? oh yes! natasha jumped out all of the sudden and told me i`m winning over all the guys. clueless, i asked her more about it. she said that someone asked her about me, she said she was beginning to get to know me. all of the sudden he put a bashful face on. i thought it ( Read more... )

well i`m a bit frustrated.. trying to think up a new e-mail to use for msn messenger. truth is i`m having too much trouble with my current one.. and anyway, keeping track of more than two e-mails is a pain.. hm.. oh well...

miracle.. antare called me.. ^^ i`m going off to talk to him now...

well,i`ve been reading a bunch of sites and lj entries on anorexia&anemia, also on cutting. i miss it. i miss it all.. but i`m not stupid enough to fall back into that trap.. hell no.. it hurts to see how my own best friend struggles with that stuff continously. it calls for me. the memories will never fade away, i continue moving but they remain ( Read more... )

well.. this is my new lj yey! = D my good friend adri was kind enough to help me out with my many questions.. aww thanks ( Read more... )