is it worth it? can you even hear me?

[pechey7keen]

you would think my week would have started to be ok by now. but if you thought that you'd be horribly disgustingly wrong and should probably kill youself. things just keep going down and further down. and because i'm so on edge, every little thing pisses me off to no end. i have been either on the verge of tears or lashing out in anger since sunday

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[anonymous]

Hopefully this won't put you over the edge and you'll still talk to me, but if not, well these things happen I guess

[pechey7keen]

when i wrote that last night i was too pissed off to care about apologizing. i just needed to vent. but you know me. chances are if i'm genuinely rude, which is pretty rare, i would still apologize.

i honestly can't explain to you how scooping ice cream is so stressful. but i'm not the only one who says this. taylor could tell you some fantastic things about friendly's. you could ask any of the 8 other imish employees who refuse to do ice cream b/c they can't handle it. chances are you wouldn't get stressed out by it, but for me, having ice in my hair, up down my arms, on my clothes, having 5 or 6 waiters and waitresses getting testy cause their orders aren't done yet, and a number of other things all mixed in does not destress me, particularly when things are already so shitty.

[pechey7keen]

and yes i could quit, but then i think "it's only some fucking ice cream" and i need the job. so i vent in my journal about it.

[missm08]

I'll raise my glass to that one. Add an almost-flu-like death sickness to the mix and I feel everything you feel, and square it.

hooray for grumpy ass college bitches.