shit i didn't do, have to do, should have done, could have done

[pedestrianized]

today, i went to bed (it was very early morning), then woke up at nine, got dressed, and went to tech crew. there, i danced around placing plywood to cover the beautiful,beautiful stage. then i got tired and lazy as usual and fucked around doing nothing until john got sick of our lazy asses and asked us angrily to do what we were sposed to. the tired and the angry combined to make spacey zombie alison, in which state i remained for quite some time. i got a calendar of old european posters and came home. mom said give me fifteen minutes then we'll undecorate the tree. so i sat in front of the tv and waited. ...and waited. i watched a movie on the estrogen channel about a track star who gets raped by her coach. but i didn't care because the girl had an annoying face and it was the worst-acted movie that i have ever seen. on the plus side, it wasted the rest of my day. ate dinner, undecorated the tree to bad guitar christmas carols, and mom and i watched HGTV for like two hours. i feel so fucking girly right now. also like a bitch-ass zombie slacker. i can't decide which is worse.

thanks for your comments on the story in my last entry. they make me happy inside and i wonder when i'll actually get another chance to edit it.

i don't have that much homework, but much of it is due monday, so zombie-me better die quick.

this whole entry proves that: i am crazy. also, i have no willpower, not even enough to resolve to have willpower at some future point in time. go me.

je suis, tu es, vous êtes