It is amazing that my depression is still present even when i have all that i could ever ask for in my life right now. This morning the paralyzing kind of depression came over me when i woke up. I honestly didnt think that it was possible for me to move. let alone get out of bed. Of course i evenutally did but went right back and slept. I slept/ ( Read more... )

Sometimes im glad that i can never sleep. Its so conforting staying up all night long and never being alone with your dreams for 7 hours. Maybe its because of from 2nd to 3rd grade i was terrified of sleeping because i thought i was going to die. I thought this because one day in 2nd grade at recess my teacher told me to keep moving to get my blood ( Read more... )

I just got done decorating my letters to brenda and toria! They are so hot. I love writing letters, so who else wants one? Come on i need some pen pals ( Read more... )

I got up way too early today ( Read more... )

I really miss all of my lj friends. i miss talking to you and reading your journals. you guys make LJ so much cooler than xanga ( Read more... )

What should i be doing right now? studing for math and doing my latin homework. why am i not doing it? because everytime i pick up my pencil or open my book i break down and start crying ( Read more... )

im going to start writing in my LJ again because i cant write in my xanga about personal shit without the whole world knowing. i really do love you, lj but none of my real life non internet friends are on this ( Read more... )

ARR! Friends only, matey.


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