standing on the ground, man could not outfight or outrun his predators and albion moonlight wants to walk upright as a god.

i'm in no condition, i don't think. it's hot and sweaty and confusing in a chaotic way that brings discomfort to my head behind the pillows or the ironic comforter with embroidery which scratches my arms. i was thinking about bringing my laptop to los angeles, but it'd probably get stolen. i'm sick of how i talk. i need a new vocabulary.

today i ( Read more... )

it's so early. it feels like two.

was that the problem? not giving a chance to lose but asking for one?
last night i almost fell asleep listening to music. the notes would close and a tentative finger would hover over play but not so very fast, it might rotate on its own. ears begin to separate from sound. i turned it off and threw it to the floor.

la friday.

right just now i remembered my dream of it; how i said 'i had a dream this would happen that i would say this and be talking to you and telling the news' and now i've forgotten this little epiphany which i so urgently wrote down and in the fury of typing the tentative (brief) memory was forgotten. if i flip through the dictionary ('i don't read the ( Read more... )

this morning i was beginning to feel stupid anyway.

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Last night when I was trying to fall asleep I started thinking about something and then the door opened and there was scratching and I thought I saw someone above my bed. The moment when you’re matted in your sheets and can’t roll out is frightening and hopeless and I turned on my light and looked around, opening my door wide and then laying down ( Read more... )