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today was alright i guess...i saw Man on Fire with my mom, it was a pretty damn good movie.
at mike and stephens (stephen is back for the weekend).
i'm feeling the same way as you, its been like one day since i've seen you and i already miss you to death...it was so goddamn nice seeing you for 5 days in a row i dont wanna go back to normal for the 3 weeks left...going back to normal now makes me appreciate the time we spend together even more now...the phone just doesnt cut it anymore...all we ever do over the phone is sit there in silence or argue about what we were talking about on the internet (which is always the same thing or close to it...)
i never really admit when i feel depressed, but i kind of do now. i know i shouldn't feel bad, but i do. i know i really have nothing to be sorry about, but i feel sorry anyways. there is only 2 and a half weeks of school left, then it will be like last week, but even more time...we just have to hold on, which we have done so i know we can tough it out during the home stretch.
i hate seeing you depressed/sad/pissed/cranky/insert negative emotion here because it feels like i havent said or done anything to cheer you up even if i have tried. i just want you to be happy, even if it means sacrificing on my behalf...whenever you've complained about being ignored, i call you...whenever somethings wrong, i tell you and vice versa. i know i've said this before, but seeing you unhappy makes me unhappy, and i dont want that. i dont know what to do with us anymore except just tough it out till school is over, then everything will get better...i hope.
i love you too much to just sit by and watch you feel bad.
at mike and stephens (stephen is back for the weekend).
i'm feeling the same way as you, its been like one day since i've seen you and i already miss you to death...it was so goddamn nice seeing you for 5 days in a row i dont wanna go back to normal for the 3 weeks left...going back to normal now makes me appreciate the time we spend together even more now...the phone just doesnt cut it anymore...all we ever do over the phone is sit there in silence or argue about what we were talking about on the internet (which is always the same thing or close to it...)
i never really admit when i feel depressed, but i kind of do now. i know i shouldn't feel bad, but i do. i know i really have nothing to be sorry about, but i feel sorry anyways. there is only 2 and a half weeks of school left, then it will be like last week, but even more time...we just have to hold on, which we have done so i know we can tough it out during the home stretch.
i hate seeing you depressed/sad/pissed/cranky/insert negative emotion here because it feels like i havent said or done anything to cheer you up even if i have tried. i just want you to be happy, even if it means sacrificing on my behalf...whenever you've complained about being ignored, i call you...whenever somethings wrong, i tell you and vice versa. i know i've said this before, but seeing you unhappy makes me unhappy, and i dont want that. i dont know what to do with us anymore except just tough it out till school is over, then everything will get better...i hope.
i love you too much to just sit by and watch you feel bad.