random nonsense

Jul 31, 2004 10:43

when you're so happy with your life, you tend to find the flaws... that given a piece of paper, you'll notice the dot rather than the other areas of clean paper you can write on.

i am so happy with my life, but human nature compelled me to find the flaws.

i have found them... and upon discovering, i realized...

I am a miserable man.

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vix... peepscallmetoff July 31 2004, 13:24:31 UTC
i woke up today depressed... and sad... that i was on the verge of tears... and that they actually erupted. i was so confused... that from what started as something small... i started adding things... conjuring all these things in my head... seeing more flaws... til they all piled up (some even irrelevant) that i just broke down and wallowed in my misery. then... i started thinking of the other wonderful things going for me... then my tears started to disappear... i wasn't completely fine... but i felt better.

sigh... i'm so damn lucky... why can't i see just that?... sigh...

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fumoon July 30 2004, 23:05:24 UTC
*pat pat*

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Toff simplykarina July 31 2004, 01:27:03 UTC
hey heard u had a gf na and changed ur num?
its good naman u found me here
i miss you all na
lets hang sometym,k?

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hey karla!!! peepscallmetoff July 31 2004, 13:19:48 UTC
ya... i do. and i've never been happier :D ya... miss ko na rin kayo. we should all go out again sometime... textexan nalang... i still have your number... i'll text you my new number... oki? see ya karla:D:D:D:D

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_stargazer July 31 2004, 04:01:56 UTC
that given a piece of paper, you'll notice the dot rather than the other areas of clean paper you can write on.

my mom's been using this sentence ever since january to show me that my dad was a gago.

don't feel bad toff. you really shouldn't :) but then...

i am so happy with my life, but human nature compelled me to find the flaws.

i couldn't have said it better myself. yea i'm beginning to be sad again. don't know WHY exactly but yea, from happy to now sad. that's life.

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ya nga eh... peepscallmetoff July 31 2004, 13:18:26 UTC
aren't we all? we just can't seem to be content with what we have... always yearning for something more - that when we're at a state of contentment... we'll yearn for something even more (which really just edges towards a state of discontent).

we'll never really be truly happy... but to achieve the state closest to that, i believe we have to learn to let go...

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margsf July 31 2004, 04:23:57 UTC
you read my thoughs exactly. are we LBs or what? :-( life's been great, in that department, for both of us lately, so why, why, why do we always find a reason to make ourselves depressed? pathetic isn't it? i wish we could just get stuck in a moment of pure happiness, then we won't have to worry ever. if you need to rant my dear LB, you know who to call! :-)

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exactly! peepscallmetoff July 31 2004, 13:11:54 UTC
maybe, i just woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. when so much more is going for me, i sometimes dawn on what's not. it's annoying... but that department is a learning process... and it might never reach its state of perfection, but it can certainly reach a state that will work for you, in whatever way possible. yes LB, i know who to call when i want to rant. hehe... take care :D:D:D

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