Once Upon a Time...

Jan 17, 2005 01:34

I had a driver named Manong Nelson. He was the best driver I ever had, and the only driver I could actually start a conversation with. He knew all my friends, where they lived, and how to get there. And he was friends with all of them. And he saw Cam and I from the time I just liked her 'til we got together. But things started to change. The gas ( Read more... )

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certifiedklutz January 17 2005, 14:25:32 UTC
No one is expecting you to be completely okay just yet, Manoy Toff.

Just remember you have a slew of family, friends, classmates and cousins who love you, and who will always be here.

You know I love ya, cuz. :)

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anonymous January 18 2005, 19:25:44 UTC
hey! I know that whatever i say may not lessen the hurt you are feeling right now. Nevertheless, know that you have a lot of people who are willing (and are surely backing you up already) to help you any way possible. Nothing happens by chance; they are all made up of choices people make. And in your own time, you will be able to make the choice to live life, even with all the problems it hands you.
One can cry, and eventually, one will have to learn from life's miseries and take the next step. All will come in time.
It sucks to know that God makes the good people suffer more. However, its amazing when all things turn out well at the end. It just goes to show that these people CAN get through adversities.

Take care, friend!
~ mia v

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sorry man... gablibors January 20 2005, 03:24:30 UTC
hey dude, i know that i was the last person you expected to hear from, but i just really want to say sorry bout what happened... they say that God works in mysterious ways, they say there is such thing as karma, they even say that God has a plan for everything that happens... i say that's all bullshit... i'm not gonna lie to you cause i know it's difficult to lose someone. What's even worse is knowing that you might've been able to do something about it..like delaying a friend from going home for only a few seconds...those seconds could've made all the difference in an accident that happened a while back with a friend named Luigi. He didn't deserve any of that and neither did his friends or family. He had barely lived his life and it was taken away from him in an instance... No one deserves that...but shit like this happens and there's nothing that we "Humans" can do about it... No one is asking you to be the same old person you were before because that would be impossible, I guess everyone just wants you to try and be all that you ( ... )

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sushifrap January 27 2005, 09:18:19 UTC
This post touched my heart and a part of me felt that I had to comment. I used to see you around CSA before (that was a long time ago). I can't say I know exactly how you feel, because I don't. Maybe I do in small parts, but not exactly. I've lost important people in my life, too and I wanted to stop living altogether because I saw no purpose anymore. If there's one thing I'm sure of, it's that God has a purpose for everything. We may not know what it is now but each and every painful moment will eventually redeem itself in the future. The task comes in waiting.

Continue with your life. It's fine to grieve over her absence, but this will happen less and less as time goes on. She is gone. You are alive, so live. <3

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