"What you see's not what you get ( Read more... )

My life in the Last few weeks has been a freaking pendelum......back and forth. I can't believe how much i have had to grow up the the last couple of days.....the universe is hitting me with double karma.....if i believed in that stuff anyways.....anything that i did to others has been coming back to me so much more. My head is so full of confusing ( Read more... )

here i am again....updating my journal....and hark...i see it is only a DAY later!!! wow this is a new record. I have no deep thoughts to share....just wanted to reflect on the perfectly beautiful day it was today!!!! I am going home this weekend and am sooooo excited. Can't wait to leave the K-town for good old White-by....lol....n e wayz....i ( Read more... )

So to the universe that cares, i am going to rant....again. I am constantly stuck in a vicious cycle. The Melody cycle. I love myself for who i am but that stupid nagger in the back of my head constantly is whispering things in my ear. The sad thing is these things are true....i know i am being cryptic. That is the point of a journal where i have a ( Read more... )

Why is the colour white so cold. Like icy fingers it steals the colour from ur very soul. It is if all the colour and laughter is sucked out of anything that is around the colour white. A colourful kalidoscope vortex of nothing. What is left once the colour is gone? Are we complete? can the world exist in only black and white. Photographs that are ( Read more... )

What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?" - Results ( Read more... )

Yay!!!! the Holidays are coming soon...and it is time for a random thought from Melody....sooo...here goes...are u ready??? So i waqs gong home on the bus and i was looking out the window and noticed that all the leaves are off the deciduous trees and the coniferous trees are looking a little spare and gross....n e wayz....i thought...hey, the ( Read more... )

soooo......i've been sitting here for 10 minutes trying to decide what to write.....nothing is coming....why is it when the most important things happen u have no idea how to express them in words?? Here i am, i've moved out and am at University. I love it...classes rock and my profs are so much fun as are the ppl i have met......the weird thing is ( Read more... )

now that i am finally settled in at university...it feels as if a huge chapter of my life has been clsed...but i don't know...i have this feeling i forgot something there....like a foot.....so how am i supposed to move on and go to university when i am stuck in the last chapter of my life?? so her i am....on the search for my own fat lady...maybe ( Read more... )

so yeah...its been a while but here i am writing again....and what may u ask is today's topic....hehehe...well....a little about my self...why do i sigh all the time....well after much deliberation...i have come up with the obvious conclusion that when i breath, i breath out much more than i breath in...therefore i have to catch up with my body and ( Read more... )