things are just as messed up...

[peh92977]

i guess its mean i been comtemplating on writing more often in hear hoping that it will help but i never do...anyways i am still depressed and wish my life was over...the thing is that the person i most care about in the world i keep fucking things up with and do believe things are over..i really wish my life is over... i try and sacrifice all i

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[goddess2him]

Gosh I have so been here. Depression is a bitch. I don't have the answers for you but I can tell you that giving all you have to someone who doesn't give back or appreciate you is only going to send you down deeper into the depths of depression. I can totally relate to you (sure that's not what you want to hear) because I have found myself wishing, praying, and hoping for death before. It took me a while to come out of this rut and I am positive I will be back there again