My hand hurts. Seriously hurts. I can't remember the last time a burn was this painful. It's beginning to heal pretty nicely though. c: And I have sesame sticks. So I guess I'm happy. Once upon a time....life torrent downloaded yesterday(after I'd effing been leeching it for a freaking month....) so now I have it both in Finnish and in English, ( Read more... )

I hurt my left hand on monday. Poured boiling water on three of my fingers by an accident. That wasn't too bad though, pretty much healed already. And then I hurt my right hand on tuesday. I was taking a pan out of the oven and for some reason decided to lift it instead of actually pulling it out....so yeah, slapped the back of my hand up on the ( Read more... )

I give up a bit more every single day.

It's all fucked up. I'm fucked up. I just feel like giving up, but would that make anything any easier? I think I would end up hurting even more, but at least the person I love would be...well, depends on your definition of alright. I don't want to be a burden, even if others don't see it as such. I feel like I'm making such huge demands and making ( Read more... )

I think my insides are malfunctioning. I hate it when I'm like this. I don't feel like talking to anyone, or going anywhere. Even the most miniscule things such as my iTunes malfunctioning seems like the end of the world. Getting up seems like an effort, as does talking to the person on the till at the shop. I'm sleepy even though I'm not tired and ( Read more... )

Starting off with a clean slate. Woop woop. It's miraculous how finding a certain person, just the one you've been missing all along can change you. Most of the time that person is unaware of the magnitude of that change since they don't know of the life that preceded them. They only know what followed and are astounded at being fortunate enough to ( Read more... )