i can't sleep
If i dont' say this now i will surely break.
the real reason i'm leaving:
so we can meet at the gate.
sometimes the hardest and the right thing are the same
you can't control what other people think of you
the best i can do is try to not piss myself off
the bridges are down
without hope or agenda...
my wasted heart will love you...
-love actually
i always loved that part :D
all the doors are locked, all the roads are blocked
if i <3 you, you have (at some point in our history) received real mail from me
no exceptions
if i <3 you enough to send you something, i probably still <3 you now
i'm mailing three envelopes in the morning, and hand delivering one
it's too late...
4ams are really bad for my soul
or... really good... i guess depending on how you look at it
my friend told me about this guy who would do three things everyday:
1) laugh
2) cry
3) think
i laugh everyday; i try to think everyday; crying- not so much
imagin if everyone in the world cried at least once a day
i wonder if we'd become desensitized (is that a word? )
it's probably really healthy though
you dont' have anythign that's built up
einstein said something about... riding a bike? or something... or something...
something about... the easiest way to be in motion is to stay in motion... or something
it's easiest to ride a bike/ keep your balance on a bike if you are riding the bike instead of being still
...soemthing...errr...anways
but whatever
my point is
maybe the best way to be emotionally stable is to be emotional?
i kicked anna's huge mug of hot coco all over my carpet today
dont' worry
i didn't cry
i made her a new cup & threw away the carpet
mailanand i a re now rugless
i haven't gotten real tingles in almost a year
tehre is no compromising with tingles
and of course, there is the laughter factor
...to turn back now
i still dont' know how to do the video clip thing